2010 YEFer - After

寒暑假海歸、得到安慰劑， 彷彿可以多給一些動力返回國外的求學/工作。 在異鄉的挫折於回到鬼島療傷後，可以增添/回復「我還是勝利組」的優越感， 這個「暫時忘卻」，我們趨之若鶩。 現況沒有改變，我還是我你還是你， 雖然知道出來度假/逃離一趟、回到國外的那天一切和離開時不會有差別， 該面對的現實仍坐落在原處等待解決，且新的離家戒斷症狀會使痛苦加倍， 可明知非長久之計，卻仍無法抑止地想要這份飲鴆止渴。 photo credit: ....Tim via photopin cc 好像吸毒。 需要慢慢戒掉。

再說三個歷史故事。 蘇武牧羊 遠方不見為淨， 李陵司馬遷 忍常人所不能， 莊周貸粟 遠水救不了近火。 A dream like no other requires the courage with no regret. 不一樣的夢想，需要無悔的勇氣。 -- Million Dollar Baby 登峰造擊, 2004

photo credit: JesseBarker via photopin cc 我會，你也會。 永遠別說你懂一個人，因為充其量我們只是比較瞭解， 或者說，這些誤解都是來自以為瞭解。 有時久不見的朋友會在臉書上重新搭上線， 有時有人會留言然而和我以為的他的氣節天差地別， 有時我的牆上貼文風格越來越不符合他的期待， 越來越不有趣，越來越遠離他的正道， 於是我們對彼此說話越來越小心翼翼， 怕一不留神便成了道不同不相為謀。 可是我們都必須接受。

http://www.digitaltrends.com/social-media/overdue-google-reader-to-get-design-revamp-google-integration-next-week/ 去年初，曾發文 牢騷 google 新隱私權政策 ， 也曾竊喜，他們雖然偶有動作關閉小眾服務，但幸好從未是我有感的產品， 一語成讖，google reader 今年七月將 安樂死 。

本篇為閱讀JC《 害怕嗎？ 》一文有感而發。 離開TW前夕，我做了一個夢。

你們要繼續成長，但是永遠不要長大。 你們要儘量適應社會，但不要為了適應失去批判與洞察的能力。 你們要認識現實，但不要為了現實失去視野與夢想。 你們要學會必要時妥協，但不要為了妥協失去實踐夢想的勇氣。 你們要學會面對挫折，但不要因為挫折失去了感動人與被感動的能力。 最重要的是，不要忘了你們現在的樣子。那是你們最真實的自我。 -- 蘇志浩《 永遠不要長大 》

Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Mahatma Gandhi 並不是說這詞寫得有多耳目一新，也未必曲譜得多無懈可擊， 但MV深擊遊子我心── 非關演技，而是看著他們，心中會浮現屬於自己的畫面。 (建議您於四下無人、可敞開心胸時觀看此篇影片)

這並非一部大紅大紫的好萊塢電影，可是有段讓我感觸良多， 我會願意為此一看再看，縱使有人可能對此不以為然。 http://dejareviewer.com/2011/08/16/movies-improve-multiple-viewings-mr-magoriums-wonder-emporium/ Mr. Edward Magorium: [to Molly, about dying] When King Lear dies in Act V, do you know what Shakespeare has written? He's written "He dies." That's all, nothing more. No fanfare, no metaphor, no brilliant final words. The culmination of the most influential work of dramatic literature is "He dies." It takes Shakespeare, a genius, to come up with "He dies." And yet every time I read those two words, I find myself overwhelmed with dysphoria. And I know it's only natural to be sad, but not because of the words "He dies." but because of the life we saw prior to the words. [pause, walks over to Molly] I've lived all five of my acts, Mahoney, and I am not asking you to be happy that I must go. I'm only asking that you turn the page, continue reading... an...

http://macdailynews.com/2011/10/06/bloomberg-businessweek-to-publish-64-page-ad-free-steve-jobs-tribute-issue-with-cover-photo/ Steve Jobs的離去震驚了整個世界， 美國商周史無前例地將全數當期頁面獻給他，甚至沒有一頁廣告。 縱使我們早知胰臟癌之難治， 對照上次發表會時他消瘦的身影也隱約能料想或許健康不佳， 但我們還是沒預期他走的這麼快，這麼突然。 https://twitter.com/#!/JerryBrownGov/status/124992003107860480 加州州長甚至在上周四宣布今天10/16(日)為加州的Steve Jobs Day。

http://www.themacuniverse.com/2011/04/13/authorized-steve-jobs-biography-green-lit-and-will-be-published-2012/ Steve Jobs (1955-2011) R.I.P. The Crazy Ones (Original) Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They invent. They imagine. They heal. They explore. They create. They inspire. They push the human race forward. Maybe they have to be crazy. How else can you stare at an empty canvas and see a work of art? Or sit in silence and hear a song that's never been written? Or gaze at a red planet and see a laboratory on wheels? We make tools for these kinds of people. While some see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are ...